Friday, March 30, 2007

First posts are majestic, first looks into what is to come... I hope.

Every once and a wile things will happen in your life that will change you, the way you view life, forever. The past two weeks have been just that. I have been one to complain about stress, lack of money, and the regular teen angst... but the last couple of weeks has taught me to never complain about those things again.

Around two weeks ago some weird things started happening with my aunt, Ariel, it started on MySpace. she started living on MySpace, 24 hour blocks she would be on, and posted some weird stuff. "Hey, Sanday. I'm here for roll call like you said. Do squirrels hybernate in TX? I don't think so, parnter. HIGH-BURR-NATION, Uh,hmmm never noticed that Bee4. Heeellloo, where are you?, you arboreal rodent with a long bushy tail. OH! there you are......oops, sorry if I accidently hit your clitboard there....chuckle.." she has always been the quirky Aunt so I thought nothing of it. Then I hear that she has kicked her husband, Kenny, out of the house. I also find out that she is saying some really weird things. accusing her husband of molesting her son, calling various houses in our family and telling the wives that there spouses are molesting there younger children. calling the husbands "Devils." After my parents talked to her they came to the concussion that she was going insane. Kenny (Ariel's husband) wasn't helping when asked questions, and some days passed. then my mother, my uncle, and my grandfather confronted Kenny and he finally caved and said that something was truly wrong. But because Ariel had put charges against Kenny he could not go get their son from Ariel. Child protective services, adult protective services, and the sharif where all pulled in. during this time we where getting calls to the house every day. In the one that I partially heard she started talking about robots, then called my dad the devil "Fuck you Danny, FUCK YOU!" (Danny is my dad's first name) in the back ground you can hear her son in the back ground yelling "Fuck you Danny!" After Child protective services stepped in our family was pushed aside and we believe that they took Ariel and her son to a safe house to observe them. my mother when to court to get custody of Julius (Ariel's son) my mother won and now Julius is with us. It is hard because Julius is hyper, asks lots of questions and about 11 years old. he is asking questions like "why can't I go home?" "can I talk yo my mom," "when can I see Ariel?" "Is Kenny around any more?" and he is super scared of my dad because he thinks he is a molester.

That is bad, but there have been so many more things put on top of that. I was in my first car accident about one and a half weeks ago. It was my fault, but it was my first crash in three years of driving. I crashed because a skidded into a car, I wouldn't have if I had knew it had rained (I was inside all day). So i didn't have a car to goto school. I can't take the bus because i have a before school class 4 days out of the week, a collage class 2 days out of the wee, I get out of my last two classes of the day, and I have theatre rehearsal after school that lets out around 6:30 right now.
Now I am in bad debt with the car deductible, the ticket, defensive driving, and I still owe money on the car.
I need to move out really bad now and failing classes in got the way to go.

... this post falling apart have fun reading it I don't want to pouf read it.