It has been a while sense I posted here. A looong while. Everything is fine now, and life is back to normal. It is crazy to look back at those times. So much was going wrong, and our family was the only one to help.

This blog really helped me work through some things, I know that there is only 3 posts in it and I don't think that anyone has actually read any of it. But it helped me work things out.

A lot has happened sense the last post (A full year) There are no more restraining orders, Julius is back with Kenny and Ariel is completely fine. We don't know what happened or if it will happen again. It seemed that Ariel became well all of the sudden.

Because of what happened Ariel's family has sort of been shunned from the extended family and once again my family is here to do the right thing. About every other week Julius, Kenny and Ariel come over and we watch Julius and do things with him. Nowadays it really pisses me off that we were the only people to really step up and help and we are still the only ones that will do anything. I almost feel like the rest of the family owes us something, but that is just silly.

Now that it is all over I do feel stronger. I know that things can really always get worse. And however difficult something seems, I just think back and realize that it is not so bad... AT ALL.

The Climax!

Well I think that my life it turning, not turning around mind you but turning. Today I bought a car, I love it and I am really happy with it. My mother went to court and everything turned out ok (as "ok" as "ok" can be). Everyone in my family has a restraining order, my aunt cannot call anyone and come within 200 yards of anyone. Kenny got back his home and the judge was on our side all the way. There are steps being taken to get Julius back with his father (Kenny). Today is the first day that I have felt happy in a long time.

:)

Life has been difficult

We still have custody of Julius. My mother is going to court tomorrow to:
*Try to get Ariel committed
*Get a restraining order on Ariel (she has threatened to kill my mother)
*Get the charges on Kenny dropped
*And speed up the process

I went looking for a new car yesterday! the best thing that has happened to me in a wile. I got (not choose, I don't have that much money) a toyota RAV4, automatic ( :( ), white, nice sound system, and great shocks. I will hopefully have it by Tuesday.


I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I will keep saying this until I am happy.

First posts are majestic, first looks into what is to come... I hope.

Every once and a wile things will happen in your life that will change you, the way you view life, forever. The past two weeks have been just that. I have been one to complain about stress, lack of money, and the regular teen angst... but the last couple of weeks has taught me to never complain about those things again.

Around two weeks ago some weird things started happening with my aunt, Ariel, it started on MySpace. she started living on MySpace, 24 hour blocks she would be on, and posted some weird stuff. "Hey, Sanday. I'm here for roll call like you said. Do squirrels hybernate in TX? I don't think so, parnter. HIGH-BURR-NATION, Uh,hmmm never noticed that Bee4. Heeellloo, where are you?, you arboreal rodent with a long bushy tail. OH! there you are......oops, sorry if I accidently hit your clitboard there....chuckle.." she has always been the quirky Aunt so I thought nothing of it. Then I hear that she has kicked her husband, Kenny, out of the house. I also find out that she is saying some really weird things. accusing her husband of molesting her son, calling various houses in our family and telling the wives that there spouses are molesting there younger children. calling the husbands "Devils." After my parents talked to her they came to the concussion that she was going insane. Kenny (Ariel's husband) wasn't helping when asked questions, and some days passed. then my mother, my uncle, and my grandfather confronted Kenny and he finally caved and said that something was truly wrong. But because Ariel had put charges against Kenny he could not go get their son from Ariel. Child protective services, adult protective services, and the sharif where all pulled in. during this time we where getting calls to the house every day. In the one that I partially heard she started talking about robots, then called my dad the devil "Fuck you Danny, FUCK YOU!" (Danny is my dad's first name) in the back ground you can hear her son in the back ground yelling "Fuck you Danny!" After Child protective services stepped in our family was pushed aside and we believe that they took Ariel and her son to a safe house to observe them. my mother when to court to get custody of Julius (Ariel's son) my mother won and now Julius is with us. It is hard because Julius is hyper, asks lots of questions and about 11 years old. he is asking questions like "why can't I go home?" "can I talk yo my mom," "when can I see Ariel?" "Is Kenny around any more?" and he is super scared of my dad because he thinks he is a molester.

That is bad, but there have been so many more things put on top of that. I was in my first car accident about one and a half weeks ago. It was my fault, but it was my first crash in three years of driving. I crashed because a skidded into a car, I wouldn't have if I had knew it had rained (I was inside all day). So i didn't have a car to goto school. I can't take the bus because i have a before school class 4 days out of the week, a collage class 2 days out of the wee, I get out of my last two classes of the day, and I have theatre rehearsal after school that lets out around 6:30 right now.
Now I am in bad debt with the car deductible, the ticket, defensive driving, and I still owe money on the car.
I need to move out really bad now and failing classes in got the way to go.

... this post falling apart have fun reading it I don't want to pouf read it.